love sucks

love is the most complex thing in the world because it can NEVER be bottom lined. No one can be tusted yet everyone demands trust. All love is unrequited because no two people have the same love and no two loves are the same. The happier you are, the more miserable you're gonna be when the innevitable reality sets in that no one is perfect no matter how much you idolise them. Everyone is human and everyone will break your heart. Love is the most unreliabble gamble in this life. When you are in love you rely on the person in so many ways you don't even know exist and yet there is nothing tangible to keep that love and need alive. Love isn't just fun. In fact, sometimes its hard as hell. You have to work at every relationship to keep it. Love means sacrifice and putting up with things you would never put up with in normal circumstances. Yet thats just it. Love isn't a normal circumstance. Love is wierd. Love is the greatest feeling and biggest security and is also the feeling that your guts have been ripped out and replaced with food poisoned ice water and you are the most insecure being around. Love is the opening of a door, and a slap across the face. Love is nights spent awake because you don't want to sleep and miss out on their presence, and nights spent awake becuase you want to puke constantly at the idea of that person. Love is also your little brother drawing you a picture when your sad. Your mom writing you a note on a napkin. Letting your sister borrow your favorite jeans right beofre your big date. Love is a punch in the somach for not returning your affection. Love is the air we breathe and all things we despise. love is a bad idea.